Anonymous asked: hey mimi, ive been feeling really down lately. ive never really known you super well or anything, but like were friends i guess right? haha. (ive seen you at past meets and weve hung out a little). im having some mom troubles which is giving me some depression problems and my depression is kinda an off/on thing. and ive been having thoughts about suicide and just UGGGH i dont know what to do.
i think this has been sitting here for a while, i’m so sorry that i didn’t answer earlier.. i’m so happy you came to me for help though, it’s never good to keep these things to yourself.
i have mom troubles too.. i don’t know what your mom is doing, but i do know that parents like to think they always know what’s best for their children and are often ignorant of the effect their behaviors have on them. they will say hurtful things thinking that it will be for the child’s benefit, that “tough love” is the only key to fix a situation, but in return it only eats away at the child and leaves them feeling like they’re not good enough.
but you are good enough. never let yourself feel as though you need to reach up to their standards. you know yourself better than anyone else does. you know your limitations and your faults, and to counter that you also know everything that’s great about you. your mother can’t always know how to help you, but you can. if you find that one day you’ve overcame even the tiniest obstacle then celebrate that. treat yourself nicely and make yourself happy. the happier you are the more people will notice. the more people notice you’re happy, the more they’ll stop seeing you as a negative person and they’ll stop trying to find the points that make you negative. if you surround yourself in positivity then it will be harder for people to bring you down.
i don’t really.. know if my thoughts got across right or if this helped you any. i hope it did. i really hope those thoughts go away.. please tell me if i can help you any further. i don’t want my friends to be sad
hi everyone i’m back from my .. break. I’m sorry. I guess everyone deserves an explanation for my absence.
littledeadgirl asked: i just went through your face tag and gosh you're my headcanon meenah not to mention one of the most gorgeous girls i've ever seen
FSJDFLFDKHLGKES??? oh my GOD I’ HAVEn’T EVEN FINISHED MY LCOPSLAY YET I”m
BLUSHING REALLY HARD THAT IS SUCH A SWEET THING OF YOU TO SAY THANK YOU… SO MuCH fksldk ; v ;!!
komaedas asked: (mimi im voicing rosemary)
i’M THERE RN AHHHHHHHHHHH
Anonymous asked: How would you feel if I said I sometimes ship partial genderbend ships? Like, I like seeing/RPing blackrom between male Karkat and female Equius, but not male Karkat and male Equius? I don't think it's the ONLY way a Karquius ship could work, just that's how I like it. But people have ripped into me for being homophobic for it, and I don't know.
I.. I can’t honestly say I really have an opinion on it! But as long as the nature of it is not homophobic then I don’t really see any harm in it
Anonymous asked: Hey, have you seen something called MotivationStuck?
yes!! i love the blog a lot, it does a good job of picking you up when you’re down 8’)
thinking about the most recent update makes me really happy
likE??? they’re all on the same ship??? together??? being friends???
they’re probably so happy
Anonymous asked: Part of me worries that if I ever de-anon and try to start a legit friendship not built on a foundation of problem-spewing, it won't work out. That the friend-dokis just won't happen.
I’ll admit I’m not the most exciting person to talk to, and a lot of the times its hard for me to get comfortable with…talking ahah ; v ;
But I love to make friends anyway and I’ve enjoyed listening to you so far, so maybe being friends won’t be as hard as we both think 8’)
You’re free to stay on, anon though! My ask box is always there for you.
hurry it up peixes
Anonymous asked: but seriously i think you're really cool and neat and i wish I could meet you in person! (and i mean i live somewhat close hint hint actually no wait that's creepy and weird)
Fhdjdjhf oh my god you big sweetheart I don’t think it’s creepy at all?? If you want I can give you my skype so we can chat and maybe one day we can hang out! ; v ;
My engineering teacher’s first name is Mena but it’s pronounced like Meenah 8’)
I wonder if I can get him to wear my wig
ahoy m8tey, the pirates are coming
oh god my body is ready
ok i swear now that ill do better keeping to my unspoken rule that when i get a request ill have something to show for it the next day
sorry this is kinda garish besides being a little over-due ; _ ;
i really wanna draw more varsity jackets now though :D
thank you viri ❤